This year, at some point, I felt better and more at peace. I was doing better, probably because of medicine. I was doing well in IITM courses, though I did skip the projects, and I found happiness in daydreaming. Before this, I felt hopeless—I thought I couldn’t do anything, everything was overwhelming, and I had given up on life. Back then, I was just trying to stay afloat, let things happen, and avoid stress. My goal was simply to do things without getting overwhelmed, to be happy, and not be bogged down. I didn’t want to be stressed or depressed because, at that time, it felt pointless. As things started happening and I realized I could manage life, I began having goals and expectations for the future. Before, I had already given up, thinking I couldn’t do anything and wasn’t made for this world. But suddenly, I started thinking maybe I could go abroad, maybe I could survive in this world, and maybe I could take control of my life. I thought I might not need to hide in daydreams a...